deadfish, heylog — on my own

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(I’ve kept on fucking up)
(And that’s why)
(I can’t keep it up)
(But now)
(I’m left here with no one)
(I gotta manage here on my own)

It’s been so cold now
That I’ve been on my own now
I never wanna wake up
These thoughts in my mind forever
No, I don’t wanna hang out now
‘Cause too busy hating on myself, yeah

Just digging my grave deeper
‘Til I meet the reaper
Death to me is peace
I hate myself
All my cuts to prove that
I need a break
Isolated from all of that
Damn
It causes my mind to break
Can you say that you relate?

So I’ve been
Tryna find
Anything that could help me
And therapy
Isn’t really perfect
I’m so close to pull the plug
I’m on my own
I’m on the edge

I’m so scared
Nowhere to run
But I’m still sitting on my own
Well, that’s how
Mine goes

(I’ve kept on fucking up)
(And that’s why)
(I can’t keep it up)
(But now)
(I’m left here with no one)
(I gotta manage here on my own)

You don’t know
How much you mean to me
I stumble upon my feet
Text you and never sleep
I’m happy this can’t be me
Cut me off
Write a song about us
Oh no, I’m hoping you’re gone
You caught me a break
Recover from loss
But still, feel the same

So I’ve been
Tryna find
Anything that could help me
And therapy
Isn’t really perfect
I’m so close to pull the plug
I’m on my own
I’m on the edge

I’m so scared
Nowhere to run
But I’m still sitting on my own
Well, that’s how
Mine goes