Xona, Reesoo, heylog, hovis, moodyriley, quannnic — avoid

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You’re after the tone of my voice
And everything fades in a void
Arguments happened, I’m annoyed
She’s callin’ for control, I’ll avoid
I can’t feel nothing no more
They tell me I’m so quiet, make some noise
Can’t think straight, I don’t feel safe
Stuck in my old ways, I don’t feel okay

I cry it out, I hate myself
Feel like I’m in hell, I wanna kill myself
I wanna leave this place
I’m fucking up in every way
Don’t wanna be this way
Ugh, honestly
Just fucking leave

Walk into a crowd now I’m stressed
High pulse I ain’t feeling the best
Swear all these people overwhelm me
Why nobody take me seriously
You got no place to run (no)
Step inside a room ‘n’ ruin the fun
Haven’t spoke to you in months
Honestly, I forget we ever loved

I don’t know how I’m feeling
I’m tryna’ be the hero they call me the villain
I got a lot of cards I’m dealing
Testing my luck, adrenaline, I’m tryna’ feel it
And when I tell them all my issues they don’t care at all
Trapped in a maze I can’t escape, tryna’ maneuver through walls
My life is changing for the worst I don’t even pick up your calls
Wanna be on top of this shit but I know I’m just gonna fall
And I always lose myself at the start of the day
I wake up, go to sleep, do it all over again
I wanna change shit now but I think its too late
Had opportunities I missed and now I’m sad in the face
And now they said I’m done gotta turn a new leaf
I never found myself now I’m lost and asleep
A lot of promises i made I don’t think that I can keep
This shit is way too shallow I wish that it was deep

You always get inside my head
I’m always fucked up off the meds
You don’t ever take the time to think about me
You gon’ call me up and say that you can’t live without me
Take that back (please)
Can’t take that back
This shits so fucked
It hurts my head
Take me away
Faceless all day
I hate this place
And what you say

Its dark where I’m at
Everywhere I go you follow
Can’t see it’s all black, looks like I’m never coming home
And I’m not a perfect example
I always go where you can’t go
Why can’t you leave me alone?
I swear I’m fine on my own

Don’t know what to feel and I don’t know what to touch
I don’t do not know shit ya ha I don’t know whats love
So I put a bullet in my brain so that i don’t give a fuck
And like I never got no time, I’ll never show love
She wanna fuck me, she wanna fuck with the fucking crew
And I got diamonds on my neck like bitch I’m chasin’ loot
When I pop dis’ pill I swear I do not see you
And all my niggas are some lions like we belong in the zoo

Controlling everything around me just how I want it to be
Caught me screamin’ in a pillow while i struggle to breathe
I know you wanna get back
But can we take it slow and not move too fast?
I gotta, split face and I’m seeing it through the glass
And my room is misplaced, the floor is covered in trash
And everything it turn to black
You say you love me or not, couldn’t wait to get back stabbed

I’m behind her ass
While she lay there and call me dad
No god I don’t like that
High as fuck off gas
I’m craving for nicotine
Fuck about yellow teeth
Tar in my lungs
Cough out my fucking gut

And they playing like it’s okay
I know, I know we gon’ be straight
And you stuck in my dumb brain
Yeah I know you can’t change so I complain

Said I’m going down the wrong way
Used to want you talk about a heart ache
And I never thought we’d part ways
Tryna’ get up outta here without a damn trace

Slit my wrist I sit in bed
Shave my head and start again
I can’t help I lost my friends
Start all over try again
Stuck inside like where’s the end
They copy me they follow trends
I boost my self up outta there
And I’ll be gone without a care