Lelya — Message to Andy

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Hey Andrea
I’m walking my dog by the river right now
And I just wanted to talk to you
It’s been intense

Hard to switch up that fast and adjust to a new reality
There’s just so much anger and hate
So much of all the negative emotions that are stuck in my throat
And that just makes me feel sick

I am often forgetful with my meals
Because I feel disgusted most of the time
Like I wanna throw up even now thinking about it
I feel stupid for being so blind, as if it was my fault
I feel like none of it was real

Life works in a weird way
And «trouble» never comes alone
It seems like almost every part of my life
Has turned upside down

Honestly, I’m tired of all the life lessons
I just want to feel calm
And have a secure feeling of belonging, a feeling of family
Exhausted by constant thoughts

That are preventing me from getting a proper rest
I know I’ll be fine, but I’m scared that this phase will never end
Living in a generation of uncertainty and chaos
Still hoping for the best every time some shit comes up

All I ever wanted was love, unconditional love
And was it too much to ask?
I miss you. I hope everything is well with you and your family
You don’t need to answer me back
I love you, Leily