Jayn — Rät

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I come from scientists and atheists and white men who kill God,
They make technology high quality, complex, physiological,
Experiments and sacrilege in the name of public good,
They taught me everything, just like a daddy should.
And you were beautiful and vulnerable, and power, and success,
God damn, I fell for you, your flamethrowers, your tunnels, and your tech,
I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you
And the real tragеdy is half of it was true.

But we’ve been fucking mеan, we’re elitist, we’re as flawed as any church,
And this faux-rad West coast dogma has a higher fucking net worth,
I bit the apple ’cause I trusted you, it tastes like Thomas Malthus,
Your proposal is immodest and insane.
And I hope someday Selmers rides her fucking train!

I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it’s true,
I wanted to be you and do what you do.
I lived here, I loved here, I thought it was true,
I feel so stupid, and so used,
I feel so used.

I was your baby, your firstborn, the hot girl in your comp-sci class,
And I was Darwin’s prep school dream bred born and raised to kick your ass,
I fell for circuit boards, rocket ships, pictures of the stars,
If you could only be what you pretend you are.
When I said take me to the moon I never meant take me alone,
I thought if mankind toured the sky it meant that all of us could go,
But I don’t want to see the stars if they’re just one more piece of land
For us to colonize, for us to turn to sand.

‘Cause we’re so fucking mean, we’re so elitist, we’re as fucked as any church,
And this bullshit West coast dogma has a higher fucking net worth,
I bit the apple ’cause I loved you, and why would you lie?
And then I realized that you’re just as naïve as I am.
Oh, you’re so traumatized it makes me want to cry!

You dumb bitch,
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it’s true!
I wanted to be you and do what you do.
I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it’s true,
I’m so embarrassed, I feel abused.

Well, I don’t want to eat the rich, I’d have to eat my heroes first,
And my tuition’s paid by blood, I might deserve your fate or worse,
But I don’t need your goddamn money, I don’t need jack shit from you,
So when I speak, you bet your life my words are true.
Let me level with you man, as someone guilty of the game,
I took the help, I took the cash, I would’ve taken your last name,
So if any girl on Earth should get to make a call about this, it should be me,
And as I see it, you’re a dick!

So fuck your tunnels, fuck your cars, fuck your rockets, fuck your cars again!
You promised you’d be Tesla, but you’re just another Edison,
‘Cause Tesla broke a patent, all you ever broke were hearts,
I can’t believe you tore humanity apart
With the very same machines that could have been our brand new start.

And the worst part is
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it’s true,
And sometimes I feel like I still fucking do.
I lived here, I loved here, I bought it, it’s true,
I’m so embarrassed, I feel abused.
I feel so used,
I feel so used,
Take me to the moon
‘Cause I feel so used,
I feel so used.