Permissible Indulgence — Honest to Myself

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When she walked out the door
I was stunned, but celebrated being free
Crossed my mind after all of the years
Why it should have made more sense to me

Are illusions a way to cope?
Or does the mind prefer to disbelieve?

When I take a look back
I can’t help but wonder
Have I been honest?
Honest to myself
Do you see what I see?
Or do you see someone else?
Have I been honest?
Honest to myself

I look back at a lifetime away
A world far removed from the bourgeoisie
While I was laughably unaware
The simplicity allowed for my fantasy

Are illusions a way to cope?
Or does the mind prefer to disbelieve?

When I take a look back
I can’t help but wonder
Have I been honest?
Honest to myself
Do you see what I see?
Or do you see someone else?
Have I been honest?
Honest to myself

When I play the movie of my life
A script rewritten perpetually
I can’t remember how much is real
And how much is what I wanted it to be

When I take a look back
I can’t help but wonder
Have I been honest?
Honest to myself
Do you see what I see?
Or do you see someone else?
Have I been honest?
Honest to myself

When I take a look back
I can’t help but wonder
Have I been honest?
Honest to myself
Do you see what I see?
Or do you see someone else?
Have I been honest?
Honest to myself