Lil Y — Mama

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Mama, you left, but you never left me.
I see your face when I’m tryin’ to sleep.
Fourteen years, had to learn how to eat,
Scavengin’ dimes just to get on my feet.

Watched you fade, overdose in a dream,
Shook you, screamed, but you ain’t hear me.
Your hands went cold, but the pain still heat,
Mama, you left, but you stayin’ in me.

Needles and smoke took you out in a breath,
Left me to hustle, to dance with the death.
Now I’m on stages, they cheer for my name,
But every damn night, I still feel the same.

I’m countin’ this money, I’m stackin’ the checks,
Still hear your voice like a ghost in my head.
They say that I made it, I live like a king,
But what’s a throne when it don’t mean a thing?

Mama, you left, but you never left me.
Still see the past when I’m lookin’ too deep.
Drownin’ in liquor, in women, in weed,
Tryna forget, but you stuck in my genes.

They don’t see nothin’ but diamonds and chains,
Don’t see the nights I was lost in the rain.
Don’t see the pain that I hold in my chest,
Don’t see the kid that just wanted some rest.

I hated you once, but I miss you again,
Needed a mother, but lost me a friend.
You said you would fight, but you let it all end,
Now I’m here in your shadow, it don’t ever mend.

They call me a legend, they call me the man,
But I’d burn all this cash just to hold your hand.
I got all this power, don’t know where I stand,
Mama, you left, but you still in my plans.

Mama, you left, but you never left me.
Fast life movin’, but you still won’t leave.
Liquor and drugs, but it don’t make peace,
Money and fame, but it won’t make free.

Runnin’, runnin’, but the past won’t die,
Burnin’ my lungs just to kill my mind.
Look in the mirror, don’t like my eyes,
Still see your face when I close ‘em tight.

Flashbacks hit like a blade to the chest,
Tryna move on, but I live in regret.
Tryna let go, but I never forget,
Still got your name in my veins like a threat.

Still hear the echoes, still feel the chains,
Still got your voice just stuck in my veins.
Still askin’ why, still screamin’ your name,
Mama, you left, but I’m stuck in the pain.