Joshua Travis, Jamie Hails, Jake Steinhauser — Disdain

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I’m the disease
I am the cancer that’s eating me
Eating me

Down on my knees
Reeling in disbelief
Searching for answers that always seem
So out of reach

Did I ever have a choice in this?
Now all that I am left with is
Disdain
Myself and my selfish ways
Left to reflect on the choices that
Made me this way

Paralyzed
Suffering inside my shell
I recognize the truth is
I’m the one to blame

Drifting away
Tracing the pattern slowly
Losing track of days
I can feel it, it’s weighing down on me

Weigh mе down

Nothing to lose
Nothing to hold on too
Nothing to put my faith into
To see me through

If I evеr had a choice in this
I would not be so consumed with

Disdain
Myself and my selfish ways
Left to reflect on the choices that
Made me this way

In vain
Over and over again
Forced to accept that my outcome will always be the same

Despite all my efforts
I’m not getting better
There’s something wrong with me

Crushed by the weight of regret
The fear that I have come undone

Left to reflect
Through my neglect
I’ve let myself become
Entombed in the silence
Entombed
Entombed in the silence