David — Harder to Love

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Close to the window
The figures appear so solid
Surrounded by fog
Objects in mirror
Are closer than they appear
Struck in my soul

I don’t think that I want to live this rollercoaster again
You beg me to say or do something
I repeat to myself

I think I’ll make harder to love, love, love
Harder to love me, harder to love
I don’t even feel safe in my home, home, home
It’s hard to be loved
To accept to be loved
It’s hard to be loved

It comes to my mind
Like Proust’s madeleine
And suddenly I’m drowning again (again again)

My brother is pushing me down to the bottom
My parents are just staring at me sinking, their eyes follow

I think I’ll make harder to love, love, love
Harder to love me, harder to love
I don’t even feel safe in my home, home, home
It’s hard to be loved
To accept to be loved
It’s hard to be loved

I’ve lit a bomb, tight under my pillow
My head down, squinted eyes
Soon everything will be done
«Do you want to take control of your life?»
These words are useless with me
I’m bulletproof and I keep (and I keep)
Repeating (repeating) all night

I think I’ll make harder to love, love, love
Harder to love me, harder to love
I don’t even feel safe in my home, home, home
It’s hard to be loved
To accept to be loved
It’s hard to be loved