9TAILS — honesty

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Текст 9TAILS — honesty

[Начало]
Don’t fuck with me
Do not fuck with me
Especially right now, like for real
Yo
Aye
Aye, 9TAILS, yeah ok, whatever

[Куплет 1]
I’ma try to be sober for a week (for a week)
Tossing turning, I been fucking up the sheets (Fuck it up)
Why continue when the future’s looking bleak? (So bleak)
Barely living and my chest is scaring me (Fuck it up)
I could give you the attention that you seek (Yeah)
I could help a thousand people to their feet (Raise up)
I could fucking save a life but never me (Not me)
Don’t you try cause there’s no way you’re saving me (I’m all dead)
I could feel heart palpatations happen when I breathe (Oh no)
I could feel the acid climbing everytime I eat (Yeah)
They say it’s a scary life, take this, it’ll work (Pills)
It’s been half a year and I’m only feeling worse (So bad)
Residential doctors tell me it’s anxiety (Yeah)
I could fucking tell you that, now get to helping me (Come on)
I wonder what the feeling’s like of breathing normally
Can’t identify the happiness when it’s so new to me (It’s true)

[Куплет 2]
Slow down
I can’t even smoke now (No way)
I been on the same damn comedown (Yeah)
Since this time last year, this time last year
This time last-
March now (March now)
Hot or cold, I never go out (Fuck outside)
See my friends like once a week at best
‘Cause I’m in my zone now
I’m not myself when it’s cold out (I am not myself when it’s cold outside)

[Куплет 3]
I been seeing shadow figures
In the corner of my vision
I been thinking ’bout my friends
And all their thoughts and all their feelings
I don’t think they really like me (No they don’t)
And that thought really frightens me (I know they don’t)
I’m being honest
And that doesn’t really happen alot

[Конец]
It doesn’t happen
Doesn’t really happen alot, damn
It doesn’t happen alot
It doesn’t
It’s true